when i hold you in my arms, i know that it's forever;

When You Look Me In The Eyes
by the Jonas Brothers

If the heart is always searching,
Can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone,
I'll never make it on my own.
Dreams can't take the place of loving you,
There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

How long will I be waiting,
To be with you again
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
I can't take a day without you here,
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

More and more, I start to realize,
I can reach my tomorrow,
I can hold my head up high,
And it's all because you're by my side.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When I hold you in my arms
I know that it's forever
I just gotta let you know
I never wanna let you go

When you look me in the eyes.

And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.
Oh

MICHELLE:D

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Monday, December 31, 2007

saturday

attended my mum's uncle's funeral in the morning. and it lasted until about 2 plus. went for a quick lunch and then came home for awhile, then left for the lg party at abi's house!(: abby and charmaine crashed the party(: it was super fun, mostly the pool part. hahah. when i reached there, only a few ppl were there so we just watched tv. joseph wanted to watch hannah montana!(: hahahh. played games for awhile and then we ate dinner. then we started dunking ppl into the pool(: it was awesome-ly fun. LOL. and we kept dunking the whole night long. my dad picked me up at around 10(: thanks for the great night!

sunday

went for church, and we did the presentation thing for lionel and lixin and all(: and then we found out our classes for next year! our group is gonna ROCK(: megan, charmaine and kaye are in my group(: yayyness! :D

today

went to school for awhile for the sec1 orientation camp preparation. and we got a pitching machine!(: how awesome is that?! it was so hilarious when miss su tried it, cos the speed was kinda low so the ball just flew out and landed like 1m away(: hahah. after that had to rush off to vivo city to watch I AM LEGEND!(: it rocked! but it was kinda scary :/ hahah. so sad when the dog died :( i cant believe megan could laugh whyen the guy died! megan, you're a heartless person(: hahahah. bought a little miss sunshine tshirt today! whee(: today is new years eve!! gosh. i cant believe 2008 is starting. sec 3 is also about to start :/ sigh. another year closer to O levels. pfft. oh well, HAPPY EARLY NEW YEAR EVERYONE(:

xoxo

signed off at 5:42 AM

Friday, December 28, 2007

HEY HOTSTUFF ;D

tralalalala(: yesterday was a blast! my mum took my sister out to watch 'alvin and the chipmunks' cos she had nothing to do while we played(: at 11 plus, my maid and i went down to kap to buy stuff to cook for lunch and to buy snacks(: while we were trying to decide which pack of chips to buy, the cheese or pizza flavour, miss charleen wong came up behind me and went " cheese is nicer" also scaring the shit out of me. thanks alot char(: anyway, we payed for the stuff and walked back home, apparently, miss wong has timing issues, cos she arrived about an hour and a half early! hahah. so we just lazed around, listened to music and waited until tiff finally came, with ronnie(: we watched aquamarine! and it was insanely funny even though i watched it before(: we were laughing and laughing like crazy. ESPECIALLY THE PART WHEN RAYMOND DRANK A GLASS OF SALT WATER!! :D we had to rewind it and play it again cos it was so funny(: hahahh. sheryl and mel came for awhile, then left. isabel turned up awhile later too but we didnt know she was coming. hahah(: oops.

then we went swimming(:

*marco polo in the pool

*lazing around in the pool

*sardines (bel & i found this amazing spot where no one managed to find us. and we were so bored we ended up taking photos with her phone and listening to music)

ronnie likes to be "it" all the time. LOL(: well, i had an incredible day! thanks guys for making it so special xD

tomorrow is the life group partee at abi nyam's house(: i had to skip angela's birthday party for it, so it better be fun(: hahahh. IM SORRY ANGIE.

signed off at 4:14 AM

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

so i stole this quiz from sas's blog(:

1. What is your phone service provider?

2. What's the last 2 digits of your mobile number?

3. What does the 2nd message in your inbox say?

"i dont think there will be :("

4 . Who's the first person, who comes up under the letter M?

mama(: haha. same as sas!

5 . Who's the last person who called yesterday?

6. Who was your last missed call from?

7. Who's the 2nd person who comes up under D?

8. What does the last message in your inbox say?

a really long message from jesse that i cant be bothered to type out

9. Who's the 3rd person who comes up under J?

10. Who's the 2nd person who comes up under S?

11. What does your welcome note say?

"MICHELLE ROCKS YOUR SOCKS!" -yeah man(:

12. How many messages are currently in your inbox?

13. Background picture?

some weird dancing dude

14. Who's the 2nd person who comes up under R?

rachel(: my sister

15. Who's the 3rd person under T?

16 . If you're on Pay as you Go, how much credit do you have now?

i dont use that

17. Who's the first person who comes up under C?

18. How many bars of signal do you currently have?

19. Do you have a camera phone?

yayy(: that was fun.

signed off at 4:59 AM

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar

The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart

He's the song in the car I keep singing,

don't know why I do

He's the time taken up,

but there's never enough

And he's all that I need to fall into

I LOVEE TAYLOR SWIFT(: this song rocks!

last night, my mum's uncle passed away. i wasnt very close to him

but the sad thing was we visited him while he was in coma

about a few hours before he died.

but, people die, people are born, it's part of living.

back to happy thoughts!!

tmrw is the 'christmas party' with tiffy! wheee(: i cant wait!

watched peter pan yesterday :D

jeremy sumpter is sooo uber hot<3

i absolutely love his smile(:

xoxo

signed off at 4:33 AM

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!!(:

hope this special day was filled with love, joy, peace and all the other great stuff :D well, 2007 is drawing to a close and soon we'll be welcoming 2008! im sure it'll be a good year because of all the wonderful friends around me who also made this year so amazingly wonderful(:

signed off at 3:54 AM

Saturday, December 22, 2007

WHY ARE WE TRYING SO HARD TO CHANGE SOMETHING WE CANT?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ETHEL(:

WHEEE(: i love christmas colours. lol :P lalalala. im so bored. watching the ant bully. hahah. the grandmother is so cute. "good night, sleep tight, dont let the bed bugs bite, dont let them climb into your ears and lay eggs there"(: lol.

went for life group today; the guys from bb boys joined us again. blah de blah.. was quite boring. then after church, went to marina for lunch. CARL'S JUNIOR! -it's gonna get messy(: walked around awhile and then went to mount alvernia hospital to visit jacob. CRITICAL CARE UNIT! sounds scary. mrs tan had to sleep there the whole night. so sad. but he's much better already, he actually looks normal. oh well, GET WELL(: tralalalalala. next week's gonna be a busy busy week. CHRISTMAS PARTIES!! monday night- midnight service at church, tuesday- CHRISTMAS! thursday- christmas party with tiff and all(: friday- life group gathering(: lalalalala. cant wait(: LOVES!

signed off at 11:05 PM

Thursday, December 20, 2007

missed me? OF COURSE YOU DID(: hahhah. japan was AWESOME :D even though my parents kept arguing-- my mum loses her temper so easily and my dad walks really fast, once he sets his mind on a place, he starts walking SUPER fast and wont stop anywhere. but whatever, it was still super fun. pictures will be up soon cos i cant really be bothered now. still too tired. disney land was so extremely fun. NATALIE CHAN! why do you take such tame rides? after i rode all the rides that nat told me to go to, i went for others. ROLLER COASTERS!! i love roller coasters(: i took one that had a 360 degrees loop, but the loop want that big and it was over so fast:( PFFT. and we had to wait for so long, like half an hour, just for rides that last like 2 mins. bahh :/ bought loads of stuff and i have no idea where to dump everything xD hahah. just gonna laze around and deal with it later(: im painting my nails cherry pink! :D pretti-ful =)

JESSE IS BACK(: yayyyy-ness! cant wait to go out(: ladeeedaa.

xoxo

signed off at 9:56 PM

Friday, December 14, 2007

hello all!! im in japan now and their computers are so weird! but whatever. waiting for the train to come. my Holiday has been really fun so far(: lots of train taking and im surprised we havent really ＧＯＴＴＥＮ　ＬＯＳＴ　ＹＥＴ．　ＬＯＬ。 omg. the computer here is driving me nuts! currently, we are arekawaguchiko, which is where the wonderful mt. fuji is(: it:s really amazing and we can see it from our hotel window. it is super see it from our hotel window. it is super freezing cold here. especially as you go higher up. i think the train is coming soon so i have to go. will be back in a few days. <>

LOVE,
michelle

signed off at 4:43 PM

Sunday, December 9, 2007

today i had a really fun dinner(: went out with my family plus my grandparents. my grandma is seriously suffering from memory loss. anyway, we were eating and it was open air with a shelter overhead then SUDDENLY, it started pouring! so we had to move the tables and all the food into the shelter without getting wet. then after that, this drunk indian man came up to all the tables and started asking the pple for money, obviously, no one was stupid enough to give him any. but he kept on asking and begging anyway. luckily, the restaurant owner managed to chase the guy away(: hahah. ohmygoshh. i cant believe im leaving for japan tmrw!! DONT MISS ME!(:

in a midnight talk;

in a morning kiss;

when im in your arms;

that's where it is.

signed off at 12:38 AM

Friday, December 7, 2007

today we had training with miss su(:

we ran 6 rounds in single line

& for the first time we made the time for single line! WHOO(:

and then after that we had to do the insane hopping excercises:(

we did warm up for throwing and then did the one and a half bases throwing

for like more than half an hour! gahh:/

did batting and stuff. the sun was killer today :(

we were ROASTING.

later we did physical;

-oblix(sp?) 20 x4 both sides! :/

-wall squats 2 mins x3!!

-push ups 20x3 (not so bad)

yeah. thats it for today(:

isabel gave us christmas cards and a candy cane! xD

but i gave my candy cane to becks cos she didnt get one(: hahah

Walking on the hills that night

with those fireworks and candlelight

You and I were made to get love right

signed off at 12:24 AM

Wednesday, December 5, 2007

today was.. HMM.. interesting.
first of all, i'd like to say,
MY CONDOLENCES TO WEELI AND HER FAMILY. SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS. wheels, if you ever need anyone to talk to, you just just come to any of us, the softballers, ANYONE AT ALL, we'll always be there for you(: xoxo

today's training was so tiring. 5 rounds in given timing, me, angie and claire had to run under 7 mins. thankfully, we made it. [ 6mins 35 secs](: claire was like 10 7 secs or so faster than us -.- AND we had to do the weird pushing the tyre thing! it was soo super hard. cos the stupid tyre had so much friction! and we were like DYING. the large tyre was even worse. we were practically struggling! LOL. coach jia min was like laughing at us! EVIL. after training, me and angie drove through macs with her dad, went to angie's house, bathed, ate lunch and waited for the rest to come. before we left, me, shi and becky went to 7-eleven and then on the way out of the house, shi qi banged into her own umbrella, and then SHE SAID SORRY TO HER OWN UMBRELLA(: HAAHAHAHH. it was freaking funny. and then at 7-eleven, shi wanted to get into the shop, but then she couldnt close her umbrella, so she just went in with her umbrella open and the the cashier was like "eh girl! close your umbrella!" she she had to go out again. and while she was going in and out and in and out, the sensor system on the door kept ringing and ringing. HAHAH(: later when we got to the wake at singapore casket, weeli was so shocked to see us there. haha(: we just hugged her and all, she seemed all right. but we never know. we just went in and sat at the table, and talked. later, nat fetched becky, baby becky and jess home but me, coach jia min, angela and shi qi stayed for dinner. then we made coach jia min eat 3 rounds of food even though she had to rush off for a friend's book launch or something. then me and weeli were dragging and blocking coach jia min from leaving, it was damn funny(: angela even took a video of the whole thing(: but in the end we had to let her go. BOOHOO. LOL. in the end, angie's dad fetched us all home.

xxMICHELLE

signed off at 4:30 AM

Monday, December 3, 2007

jessica has so many interesting quizzes on her blog(: hahahh. in times of boredom likes this, they're very entertaining. WHOO(:

1. Single, taken or crushing ?
SINGLE(: & loving it
2. Are you happy with your life now ?
relatively
3. When you meet the right person, do you fall in love with him fast ?
not sure. i'll let you know when i find out
4. Have you ever had your heart broken?
yeah
5. Do you believe there are some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
er.. no?
6. Would you take someone back if he cheats on you ?
depends :p
7. Have you talked about marriage with another before ?
nope
8. Do you want children ?
i think so
9. How many ?
2.
10. Would you consider adoption ?
i think so
11. If someone likes you right now, what do you think is the best way to let you know his feelings ?
just say so,i guess
12. Do you enjoy getting in relationship ?
havent tried
13. Be honest, what is the furthest you and your ex did ?
never had one
14. Do you believe in love at first sight ?
sometimes :/
15. Are you romantic ?
nope. hahah. MEGAN- "it's more romantic!"
16. Do you believe you can change someone ?
maybe
17. If you could get married somewhere, where would it be ?
dunno
18. Have you ever broken a heart?
i hope not
19. If one day your best friend falls in love with the guy you're deeply in love with, what would you do?
friends come before cute guys(:
20. Are you missing somebody now?
yeah
____

1.Talk to a boy/girl you like today?
yeah.
2. Realize anything new?
hmm.
3. Talk to an ex?
dont have one
4. Miss someone?
yes

Last person who--

5. Slept in your bed?
ME(: for 14 hours! thanks to the horrors of youth camp
6. Saw you cry?
God
7. You went to the campus with?
er..
8. Went to the mall with you?
not sure
10. That made you laugh?
cant remember
11. Said they loved you?
TIFFANY(: hahah. i love you too<3
12. Called you in the middle of the night?
dunno
13. Do you have a crush on someone?
nope

Just plain questions--

14. What book are you reading now?
trouble-jesse kellerman
15. Best feeling in the world?
having fun with friends
16. Favorite location?
not sure
17. Piercing/tattoos?
ears
18. What are you most scared of right now?
love
19. Where do you want to get married?
dont know
20. Who do you really hate?
________
21. Does anyone hate you?
i hope not :/
22. Do you like being around people?
yeah
23. Have you ever cried?
duh
24. Are you lonely right now?
no
25. Song stuck in your head right now?
gotta work-amerie
26. Been on radio/TV?
no
27. Ever liked someone, but you think they never noticed you?
hmm
28. Ever liked someone who treated you like crap?
dont think so
29. How many beds did you lay in yesterday?
one
30. What color shirt are you wearing?
red
31. Name three things that you do every day:
live;love;laugh
32. How much cash do you have on you right now?
none
33. When was the last time you saw your dad?
last night
34. Who got you to join myspace/friendster?
loads of people(: but no one suceeded =D
35. What did you have for dinner last night?
rice and stuff
36. What web site do you visit the most?
youtube(:
37. Do you have plants in your room?
no. they might suck up all your oxygen at night and you'll DIE! HAHAH(:
38. Are you hurting?
MUSCLE ACHE!!!
39. When was your last car ride?
yesterday. megan's mum fetched me home from camp(:
40. What's your favorite starbucks drink?
i dont drink starbucks
____

LAST PERSON WHO...
Slept in your bed: Me
Made you cry: ____
You shared a drink with: Can't remember.
You went to the movies with: megan; kau
You went to the mall with: Can't remember.
Yelled at you: umm..
Sent you an e-mail: neighbour
You kissed: my mum(:

HAVE YOU EVER...

Said "I love you" and meant it?: Yeah
Been to New York?: Nope.
Been to Florida?: Nope.
California?: Nope
Hawaii?: Nope.
Danced naked?: Nope.
Wish you were the opposite sex?: yeah
Had an imaginary friend?: i dont think so
Red or blue?: red
Spring or fall?: Fall
Last noise you heard?: some kid screaming like a maniac downstairs
Things you like in a guy?: dont know
Do you have a crush on someone?: Nope.
What book are you reading now?: TROUBLE
Worst feeling in the world: not sure
What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning?: i wanna sleep!!
How many rings before you answer?: when i realise my phone's ringing
Future daughter's name: havent thought about that
Future son's name:same here
Are you a lefty, righty or ambidextrous?: LEFTY!
Do you type with your fingers on the right keys?: Yeah.
Siblings: Younger sister. Piercings: ears
Boyfriend/Girlfriend: None.

THE EXTRA STUFF...

Do you do drugs? nope.
Do you drink?: nope
What kind of Shampoo and Conditioner do you use?: dont know how it's spelt
What are you most scared of?: disappointment, lonliness
What clothes do you sleep in?: Big shirt and track pants
Who is the last person who called you?: Isabel
Where do you want to get married?: Not sure.
If you could change anything about yourself what would that be?: hmm
Favorite number: 16!
Been In Love?: No
What Type Automobile Do You Drive: Can't drive.
Are You Timely Or Always Late: Timely?
Do You Have A Job: Nope.
Do You Like Being Around People: Yes.
Are you for world peace: i suppose so
Are you a health freak: No way

STUFF...

Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: there's no such thing as no chance
Have You Ever Cried Over Something Someone of The Opposite Sex Did: yeah
Do You Have A "Type" Of Person You Always Go After: not really
Do you Want Someone You Don't Have Right Now: er..
Ever liked a close boy/girl friend: Yeah.
Are You Lonely Right Now: Nope.
Ever Afraid You'll Never Get Married: not exactly
Do You Want Kids: Yeah.

FAVOURITE...

Room in house: my room(:
Memory: ?
Day Of The Week: Friday
Color: Pink, orange, black, green, white
Perfume and/Or Cologne: dont use perfume
Month: june, september,october, december

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...

Cried: nope
Bought Something: chips and the weird cuttlefish thing that kaye wanted(: which turned out to be YUMMY(:
Gotten Sick: NOPE
Sang: Loads
Said I Love You: yeah
Wanted To Tell Someone You Loved them: Yeah.
Met Someone New: yeah. all the amazing and awesome people from youth camp(:
Had A Serious Talk: Yeah.
Missed Someone: Yeah.
Hugged someone: yeah
Kissed someone: no
Fought With Your Parents: nope
Dreamt About Someone You Can't Be With: Hmm
_______

HAHAH(: wow. that was fun. and time wasting(: i have to pack all my drawers, cupboards and stuff for japan in 6 days. GAHH :p helppppp!

LOVE,
MICHELLE

signed off at 10:53 PM

FINALLY FINISHED WITH CAMP(:
it was AWESOMEEEEE.
this is gonna be a super long post(: BE PREPARED
MONDAY
we had training then after that we wet over to kap to eat lunch, then to angie house to slack there for awhile. MONEY BOY IS SO FAT AND CUTE! isabel and megan are so terrified of him. HAHAH(: then later when we were leaving angie's house miney boy suddenly went crazy. SPASMS!! and he started running all over the house and then he bit me!! STUPID DOG. hahah(: took a bus to shi's house and went swimming(: it was so fun. then we bathed and relaxed in the lounge room thingamajig and we watched BLADES OF GLORY(: it's so funny and retarded. then we ate dinner and talked about lods of stuff. camwhored awhile and then we watched abit of SCARY MOVIE 4 for a short while only cos angie's dad was already on the way. the haunted house is so freaking scary. HAHAHH. cos of my screaming everyone gor freaked out and started screaming too(: hahahahahah.
WEDNESDAY
we had softball camp which was damn tiring! more than 8 hours of training in one day. gahhh! then watched some movie at night and then went to sleep. the aircon was super weird. it's like hot then cold then hot then cold. URGH.
THURSDAY
had training 4 hours++ and then me and megan had to rush to bathe and go for church camp. my group is NAIROBI!! weROCK. [ wallace, kaye, melrize, timothy, colin, joshua and me ] the ice breakers were quite fun. especially curtain call and double wacko. at night we had night games too.
FRIDAY
after breakfast and worship we had workshops which were BORING. and the room was soo freezing cold. after lunch had workshop again then WET GAMES! it was damn fun.
SATURDAY
amazing race!!! we had to go around singapore and it was awesome-ly fun. our first stop was east coast park but we took an extremely long route there so we wasted alot of time getting there. had to find a key in the sand and solve a riddle. we had to eat an entire watermelon at one of the stations but luckily timothy had a swiss army knife with him for some weird reason(: then one of the stops, the task was to stand at the traffic light and hold a huge sign that said "HONK IF IM HOT" then when joseph's group was doing, the police was passing by and then they saw them and then cos they were wearing red shirts, they thought that the group were some protestors or something. then they took down the whole group's particulars. =O wallace was damn funny. he was saying how the policemen anyhow catch ppl for small little things cos singapore is so safe and he was talking in this really weird sounding voice it was so funny(:
SUNDAY
went to church for service and then we ate lunch in church and slacked around abit. then we started playing the finger game and it's so retardedly funny. then we went back to camp and played games. it was fun.. especially the doctors and patients game. it's sooo funny. the guys in every group have to act like they have a medical condition and then we have to find the respective "doctors" to treat them. TIMOTHY IS THE BEST ACTOR EVER(: lol. he had to act WOMB INFECTION. HAHAHAHAHAHA. and wallace acted BREST CANCER. it's extremely funny. and he can do the weird move your chest muscles thing. (: it's freaky. we stayed up the whole night and i only slept for one hour. we played polar bear, circle of life(death), cards and bla bla bla. we went to the canteen and sat with lianne, joseph, justin, leonard and all and sang stupid songs. leonard is a bad role model, teaching them sick songs(: LOL. then megan and some others went to play hide and seek and then me, lianne, joy, justin, leonard and joseph played truth or dare(: haha. NEVER PLAY TRUTH OR DARE WITH LEONARD. HE'S DISGUSTING. woke up and had breakfast, had worship and cleaned up the campus. megan mum gave me a lift home(:
im so going for youth camp 2008(:

XOXO

signed off at 2:30 AM