When You Look Me In The Eyes
by the Jonas Brothers

If the heart is always searching,
Can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone,
I'll never make it on my own.
Dreams can't take the place of loving you,
There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

How long will I be waiting,
To be with you again
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
I can't take a day without you here,
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

More and more, I start to realize,
I can reach my tomorrow,
I can hold my head up high,
And it's all because you're by my side.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When I hold you in my arms
I know that it's forever
I just gotta let you know
I never wanna let you go

When you look me in the eyes.

And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.
Oh


MICHELLE:D
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Sunday, March 30, 2008

should've said no-taylor swift
It's strange to think the songs we used to sing
The smiles, the flowers, everything
is gone
Yesterday I found out about you
Even now just looking at you
feels wrong
You say that you'd take it all back,
given one chance
It was a moment of weakness
and you said yes.
You should've said no,
you should've gone home
You should've thought twice before you let it all go
You should've know that what,
what you did with her'd get back to me...
And I should've been there,
in the back of your mind
I shouldn't be asking myself why
You shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feet...
You should've said no,
baby and you might still have me
--------
You can see that I've been crying
And baby you know all the right things
to say
But do you honestly expect me to believe
We could ever be the same...
You say that the past is the past,
you need one chance
It was a moment of weakness
and you said yes...
You should've said no,
you should've gone home
You should've thought twice before you let it all go
You should've know that what,
what you did with her'd get back to me...
And I should've been there,
in the back of your mind
I shouldn't be asking myself why
You shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feet...
You should've said no,
baby and you might still have me
oh, oh, oh
I can't resist,
before you go,
tell me this
Was it worth it...
Was she worth this...
-------
You should've said no,
you should've gone home
You should've thought twice before you let it all go
You should've know that what,
what you did with her'd
get back to me...
And I should've been there,
in the back of your mind
I shouldn't be asking myself why
You shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feet...
You should've said no,
baby and you might still have me



signed off at 1:40 AM


SATURDAY
HAD TO GO TO TUITION BY CAB:/
COS MY DAD WASNT IN SG. BAHH.
I HATE CABS.
anyway, during tuition the newpaper discussion was on RELATIONSHIPS.
hahah(:
ying shan and eva both dated before.
looks like im the only innocent one.
tsktsk.
HAHA(:
josiah made in again right on time in his world.
always turning up half and hour late.
LADEEEDDAA.
me and ying shan were drawing on each other's papers.
YEEENNGG SHARNNN EES A REETARRDD.
:D
the girls rock. too bad jolyn quit:( BAHHH.
after that went to junction8 and had lunch
before meeting megan and going for tuition.
we ALWAYS end like half and hour late:/
and when we were walking back to the mrt
samantha showed us this cup that had like a LIZARD in it
and tons of ants.
GROSS MUCH.
then mrt-ed with samantha and i dropped at orchard.
then had to walk ALL THE WAY to forum to meet my mum and sis.
SOOOO TIRING. GRAHHH:/
cabbed back home(: and ate pizza for dinner!
_______
SUNDAY
DIDNT GO TO CHURCH TODAY:/
HAHHA(:
i have to stop doing this.
anyway, it wasnt my fault.
my sister didnt want to go. LOL
so i slept until 930(:
OH THE JOY
then went out at 1230 to bugis.
we ate at SAKAE SUSHI!
and we ate soo much:/
hahah.
like $90 worth. GAHHHH.
walked around and went to take the stupid ID photo for OBS form
the machine is cool(:
but i look so spastic.
WHATEVER.
and now im home(:
attempting to do my homework.
to no avail:(
I HATE MATH. I HATE MATH. I HATE MATH.
URGGHHH.




signed off at 1:07 AM

Friday, March 28, 2008

HELLO ALL(:
pay no attention to the previous post.
megan is just being her nonsensical self.
hahaha. and i DO NOT love luke!:/
he just looks ALOT like hanxing from the show coffee prince(:
but eyeliner guy is so cute! hahah. but the eyeliner is just WEIRD.
anyway, today's training was KILLER. seriously.
we jogged 2 rounds, which eventually became running cos claire was running surprisingly fast.
then after that we had to run interval:/ and we were all already aching since wednesday's training.
luckily it was only 3 rounds, broken down into 2 and 1.
2 rounds in 2:20 for me angela, claire, jessica, elizabeth.
and it was horrible.
then the one round we had to be in by 1:05.
bird suddenly sprinted SUPER fast and overtook me, angie and claire(: hahah.
after that i almost DIED. i had a freaking headache and stomachache.
BUT I DIDNT HAVE TO DO THE ONE LEGGED CATCHING THING :D
hahah.
then did throwing. and then batting.
then while we were doing batting there was lightning and stuff
so we went into the bamboo courtyard and we went to the linkway to do the imaginary batting thing. haahh(:
after that was physical! which killed us all. OH-THE-HORROR.
IM NOT GOING TO BE ABLE TO GET UP TOMORROW MORNING.
;LOVE


signed off at 5:21 AM

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

90TH POST!

WHOOOO.

HEY, I JUST WANTED TO TELL ALL OF YOU THAT I LOVE MEGAN KUEK VERY MUCH.

SHE'S LIKE, THE BEST PERSON IN THE WORLD EVER!

COS SHE'S OH-SO-SIZZLING HOT YO!

AND THAT LIFE WITHOUT HER, WOULDN'T BE THE SAME.

COS SHE'S REALLY ENTERTAINING.

IN CLASS, SOFTBALL AND CHURCH ;D

OOOOOHYEAAAA.

AND, SRC'S WAS THE BOMB COS I LOVE EYELINER GUY!

AND SKINNY JEANS DUDE TOO.

BUT I LOVE MEGAN MORE!

OKAY, BYE! ;D


signed off at 5:54 AM

Saturday, March 22, 2008

HAPPY EASTER!(:
im sooo bored. came back from easter sunrise service and everyone else went back to sleep:/ hahaha(: i shall do a quiz that i stole from MY MOM'S blog!

1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
hahah(: i was running down the hill at my house with my sister and neighbour and i FELL:(
2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
Wallpaper?
3. DO YOU SNORE, GRIND YOUR TEETH, OR TALK IN YOUR SLEEP?
I dont think so. heavy breathing maybe if my nose is blocked.
4. WHAT TYPE OF MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
everything? except METAL. ;)
5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
i think it's at 8+ in the morning
6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
i want you.
7.WHAT DO YOU MISS?
I MISS 2s '07 :(
8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION(S)?
I don't know.
9. HOW TALL ARE YOU?
NOT TALL ENOUGH.
10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
Sometimes.
11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
Not really. Unless i watch a scary show(:
12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
Hmm
13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PERFUME FOR A GIRL?
I don't use perfume.
14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
hair-black/brown eyes- BROWNN or blue(:
15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING PROPOSED TO?
Hmmm.
16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINK?
coffee tastes GROSS.
17. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?
Cheese!(:
18. IF YOU CAN EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
CHOCOLATE!
20. HAVE YOU EVER EATEN A GOLDFISH?
OMG yeah of couse. cause everyone just loves eating goldfishes-.-
21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST MEANINGFUL GIFT YOU'VE EVER RECIEVED?
HAHAHA(:
im not sure. i remember when annie gave me a shoe box with LOADS of shredded paper(?) with some stuff inside for my birthday present<33
22. DO YOU LIKE ANYBODY?
I like ALL MY FRIENDS!(:
23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
WHATS THAT?
24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND?
FOX(:
26. DO YOU HAVE A PET RIGHT NOW?
No. The only pet i've ever had are fishes-.- and they all died:/ hahah(:
28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
Hmmm.
29. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
A hug? Or a letter
30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:
16(:
31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
Brunettes!:D
32. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL MOST OFTEN?
Dont know
33. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?
right now, B__
34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF SINGAPORE?
Of course! Who hasnt?
35. YOUR WEAKNESSES?
not sure
36. MET ANYONE FAMOUS?
er. no?
37. FIRST JOB?
HAHAHA.
38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
hahah(: yeahh. LOADS OF TIMES.
39. HAVE YOU EVER HAD SURGERY?
Nooo.
42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
I don't know.
43. HAVE YOU EVER HAD BRACES?
No. and i dont plan to:D
44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
anything nice. PS MY BIRTHDAY IS ON THE 30TH SEPT
45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
2(:
46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
I don't think so.
47. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
You can hardly see starts in Singapore-.-
49. WHAT KIND OF SHAMPOO DO YOU USE?
Cant remember.
50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
Yeah. i dont mind it(:
51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
uhm, i dont know. heh:/
52. ANY BAD HABITS?
Yeah.
53 WHAT CD ARE YOU MOST EMBARRASSED TO HAVE ON YOUR SHELF?none?
56. DO LOOKS MATTER?
yeah.
57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?
hahah. im seldom angry(: im a happy happy person!:D MOST OF THE TIME
58. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME?
school i guess.
60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?
omgomg. BARBIE DOLLS! HAHAH(:
61. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE?
no idea.
62.WERE YOU A FAN OF BARNEY AS A KID?
HAAHAH(: i dont remember.
63. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
NOT AT ALL.
64. MASHED POTATOES OR MACARONI AND CHEESE?
Mac and cheese!(:
65. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY?
hmm. not sure. personality and looks?
66. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
hmm. mich, michy, michayye( which i DONT use anymore. note to megan!), mitch, PAD!!!(: hahahah.
67. WHATS YOUR FAVORITE BAND/SINGER?
dont really have a favourite.
68. WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOW?
Not sure.
69. WHAT WAS YOUR ACT SAT SCORE?
huh?
70. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
hahah(: i have loads of favourite flavours
71. DO YOU HAVE ALL YOUR FINGERS AND TOES?
duhh -.-
72. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WORKED OUT?
During SRCs. Throwing with 2 people at the same time is TIRING.
74. WHATS THE FASTEST YOU HAVE GONE IN A CAR?
Don't know.
75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
uhm. i guess?
76. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO?
Song for You-Super Junior
77. LAST THING YOU DRANK?
APPLE JUICE(:
78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
Megan
79. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE/SAME SEX?
Their face?
82. FAVORITE MONTH OF THE YEAR?
June, September, December
91. LAST THING YOU WATCHED?
cant remember
92. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
dunno
93. PLAY ANY MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS?
not really. unless you count the piano which i havent played in 17465 years :D
95. KISSES OR HUGS?
Hugs. :)
96. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
relationships duh
97. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT?
lots of stuff from the supermarket. me & my sister + supermarket= DANGER
98. WHAT KIND OF CAR DO YOU HAVE?
i dont have a car. I WANT A LAMBORGHINI(:
99. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING?
Let me call you sweetheart-Mary Higgins Clark
100. DESCRIBE YOUR LOVE LIFE:
PLEASE.
_______________________________
hahah(: that wasted alot of time! hahaah.
omg. yesterday i went for maths tuition with megan.
it was ok.
my tuition teacher is so funny.
she says calculator as "cauki"
LOL(:
then we walked back to the mrt by the DIAGONAL WAY! hahahh.
according to my mum.
me and megan were laughing like nuts.
it was raining and we used the GP BATTERIES umbrella!
which could hardly cover both of us so we got wet anyway.
there were so many puddles! GAHH. my shoes were all WET.
ladeeeedddaaaaaa.
;LOVE


signed off at 7:35 PM

Friday, March 21, 2008

YO!(:
TODAYYYY WAS THE BOMB!:D
oooohhh. and jesse is back in singapore! YAYY.
hahah(:
anyway, this morning, me and bel went over to angie's house
then we went in and pressed the buzzer thingy to get into the lift
when we went up, we realised that we woke angie's dad up:/
heh.
and ANGELA HENG was still sleeping.
so me and bel waited for angie to get ready
we watched FRIENDS and played with moneyboy.
he's so cute and fat(:
luckily, we managed to get to the padang on time.
the juniors match was against peicai. but unfortunately they lost:(
not sure of the score though.
after that we went for lunch. MOS BURGER! xD
then we went to the party shop and went CRAZY.
i spent a freaking $15 dollars there:/
SHITE.
weeli was going nuts cos she saw this lolly pop that had a mealworms in it
HAHAHA(:
then we went to the cocoa trees!
I WANT THE JELLY BEANS! GAHHHHH
but i already spent too much money so i couldnt buy anymore:/
bahhhhh.
then went back to meet the others.
there werent many exciting matches going on. meaning a div(:
so we watched raffles vs montfort b div.
pretty ok cos it's quite exciting too.
then we went over to watch the JC matches(:
watched NJC vs some school that i forgot.
hahahha :D
then we went to throw. ALOT. it was so fun.
then while we were throwing,
the ACS IB people were warming up for their match
then megan was like standing out in the field cos she went to get the ball
when suddenly, all the ACS players CHARGED at her.
apparently, they were doing sprinting.
but it was damn funny.
we kept purposely throwing very high to make each other jump.
especially stupid megan.
anyway, later, we went to watch the ACS IB vs RAFFLES match
it was soooo freaking exciting.
they play SUPERRRR well.
it's SCARY:/
but it's such a pity that almost all the people that make super far hits alwas get out.
cos usually far hits are fly balls and the outfielders all stand really far out
hahah(:
___ REALLLLLYYYY looks like han xing from coffee prince!
hahah(: skinny jeans dude. RETARDED.
both teams were super angry with each other lah.
especially after some player slid at home and injured the catcher.
the coach was like" any team with R, just WHACK."
guess it must have been bad cos the catcher had to stop playing.
first base played catcher. but it was only for like a few minutes.
then when the raffles batter came up to bat, he got out at first base
then after the first base caught the ball,
he purposely stuck his foot out and tripped the runner.
it was frikking obvious and the runner tripped and tumbled a few times
like WTH man.
where is your sense of sportsmanship!
sigh.
in the end, raffles won:/
6-1 i think.
after that i bussed home with angie, jessica and becks.
i reached home at like 8-.-
i was sooo hungry.
overall, it was an AWESOME day((:
;LOVE


signed off at 6:29 AM

Thursday, March 20, 2008

MONDAY
was a normal school day blah de blah.
then we had training.
then we were all at the storeroom and then suddenly i heard someone scream
i think it was claire(: haha.
then suddenly this small white and ginger coloured cat ran out of the storeroom.
hahah(:
and then i thought that there were more cats inside so i was like screaming
and then NATALIE CHAN was practically pulling me shirt off dammit
HAHAHA(:
but it was freaking funny.
apparently, genius stacey stepped on its tail -.-
then we did 2 rounds warm up and then fart run for 3 ROUNDS.
but at least it's better than interval running.
later we had to do weights :/ at the squash courts.
the weights were so damn heavy.
and cdiv got to use the SUPERR light ones.
they're practically WEIGHTLESS.
then we had to do the tennis ball thing that is kinda like back extentions
SHI QI IS SO RETARDED.
her eyes open like super big and she looks like shes gna attack you
EVEN MISS CHUA WAS LAUGHING WITH US(:
then after training, we realised that BIRD left with me and megan's phones
megan was so ''angry''
hahah(:
TUESDAY
today was a pretty boring day.
we decided to go and support the tennis team cos we're such nice ppl(:
so we had to cram into a small bus with the netballers.
the matches were quite boring.
jewel was the only one who won. heh.
YAYY JEWEL :D
saw yong en and aloysius there.
hahah(:
cause the guys was ACS(I) VS RAFFLES
heh.
then later, everyone else left to go eat lunch
but we and megan stayed because we're such loyal supporters(:
before the prize pressentation me and megan left
to eat lunch(:
we were laughing like retarded freaks while we were crossing the roads.
being reminded of last year's src incident.
hahahah(:
then we talked about lots of stuff while we were eating.
megan had to rush back to school
so we decided to cab back(:
then we were walking and talking about retarded crap
when this huge bee flew like right at my face.
then megan and i started screaming and running like mad ppl:D
finally, we got a cab and reached school.
the ride cost freaking 12$
WTH.
THURSDAY
today was pretty ok.
i hate maths.
i dont understand anything.
SCREW IT
recess today was the most spastic.
everything was normal until most people left
and it was just me, wheels, becky and bel
actually i dont really know what we started laughing about
i just remember that weeli started laughing
and then like always we all start laughing too(:
weeli's laugh is the most contagious laugh there ever is.
then we laughed all the way to the bookshop and then we went inside
and we saw this pencil case that had the word "GOSSIP" on it
and then we started talking about isabel and her "gosspis, gossips"
hahaha(:
which threw us into another bout of laughing fits.
which lasted all the way till we got back to class :D hahah.
then during chinese,
me, becky and shi went to the toilet.
and then shiqi was walking backwards
and then she banged into the pillar
me and becky started laughing like nutheads.
then on the way back shi suddenly pulled up her fbts under her uniform
and went im gonna do a cartwheel!
and me and becky were like "WHAT??"
so we just started laughing and laughing all over again.
hhahaha(:
anyway, JESSE'S COMING BACK TOMORROW!(:
YEAH MAN :D
and tomorrow we're going to srcs to watch our junior's match
and then after that we're going to watch the a div boys matches(:
YAYY(:
i cant wait for tomorrow!
and then im gna buy LOVELY sweets from the party shop(:
yipeeeeeeeee xD
oh yeah. and tomorrow is GOOD FRIDAY.
take time to think about what happened on that day
all those years ago.
how much our heavenly Father loved us that he sent his one and only Son
to suffer and die for our sins.
;LOVE


signed off at 5:44 AM

Sunday, March 16, 2008

ohmygoshh.
today was a SUCKISH day.
we had our match against nanhua, where we LOST.
7-3:(
and then to make things worse,
we found out that the juniors didnt know about their match starting earlier at 11
and it was already 1050 and they werent even all there yet
AND they didnt even warm up.
but THE WORST THING OF ALL.
was the running.
GOSHHHHHH. SDLFGKUAG LU
it freaking SUCKED!
miss chua just told us to keep running until she said stop.
and that was a REALLY long time.
the padang is huge! i think it's like 800metres!*&^^#^%
actually it wouldnt have been so bad
but my ankles were hurting like shit and i had a stitch:/
we were all dying dammit.
FINALLY she let us stop.
at our 7th round!
i think everyone was wondering why we were running for so long.
SIGH.
im seriously gna die of muscle ache tomorrow!
and school starts tomorrow!
DAMMIT.


signed off at 4:28 AM

Friday, March 14, 2008

HELLO(: I AM BORED. THERE'S NOTHING ON TV. SCREW IT.
heh(: anyway, today had been a BORING day. went out at 745AM. SO FREAKING EARLY. my dad fetched us so we had to leave with him at his work time:/ we had loads of time before dental appointment so me, my mum and my sister went to macs for breakfast. then walked over to shaw centre for dental appointment:( YUCK. thankfully, -even after more than 6 months- none of us had any cavities. which just proves that we dont need to go every 6 months! whoever came up with that:/ whatever. after that my dad joined us for lunch and then came home for awhile. and then left AGAIN half an hour later. for HOSPITAL APPOINTMENT. pffttt. my mum was like PMS-ing at the nurses. GEEZ. premenstrual women are SCARY. :p
anyway, tomorrow we have 2 matches! cause of the cancelled one today. my dad drove past the padang and it didnt even look flooded! today was really hot for some weird reason. oh well, i think we're playing STC. and dunno who. maybee we'll meet the OFS guys again. and then me and megan will start saying the my name is___ again in korean and jap(: OHMYGOSH. isabel thought that we had to ___ to learn korean!!! HAHAHAAHHHA :D claris taught me and megan to say in indonesian but it's way too confusing for me. LOL(:
TOMORROW IS MISS CHUA'S BIRTHDAY!!! we have to play really well for her sake!(:

;LOVE




signed off at 5:19 AM

Thursday, March 13, 2008

dont love me; because i'll just break your heart
yo(:
im watching romantic princess!
YAYY.
im bored.
the holidays are almost over:/
darn it.
today was a boring day.
it rained for the whole day.
and i spent the whole day in nice fuzzy pink bedroom slippers :D
HEH.
as a result of the rain,
the padang is now FLOODED!(:
hahahah.
all matches tomorrow are CANCELLED.
so i wont be missing anything!
and i felt bad for not being able to make it tomorrow.
HAVE FUN IN TRAINING TOMORROW! :D
;LOVE


signed off at 5:17 AM

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

today was FUNNNNNNN(:
training was ook today i suppose. ran 5 rounds.
everyone ran quite fast today for some weird reason.
panties and i ran 6:54(: YAYY.
then did shuttlecock and tennis ball throwing.
then tennis ball batting.
OHMYGOSHHH. TODAY WAS THE SEC 4'S LAST OFFICIAL TRAINING!
SO SADDD! IM SO GONNA MISS THEM:/
after training me,megan, weeli, and bel were at the canteen camwhoring.
waiting for AH HENG to finish chem supp.
then bel went home and me megan wheels and angie went to kap.
we ate lunch and laughed like nutheads.
especially cos there was this really WEIRD guy who was cleaning the table with a tissue. hahah(:
and then when we were about to start doing our work
geniuses MEGAN KUEK AND TNG WEELI, started bickering like 3 years olds except with more vulgar language. HEH.
you want to know why?
because megan wanted me to sit next to her so we could share the a math book
but weeli didnt want to change seats.
their fight included licking of hands, kicking each other with their feet and lots of horrible words. and we were in public dammit. angie and i were pretending we didnt know them. so in the end we moved to the big table and i sat next to megan. hahah :D did amath for most of the time. then after we finished with most work we started PRANK CALLING PEOPLE(: hahah. it was freaking funny! then shi came at like 4 something in her pretty lime green fbts(: LOL. then me megan and weeli left. and walked in the rain. eek. but all in all, it was fun(: and i actually managed to get some work done :D


PICTURES!! xD

CANTEEN(:

"WOWWWW. JELLYYYBEAN!"-.-

JOIN THE JELLYBEANS!


;LOVE



signed off at 5:35 AM

Monday, March 10, 2008

i sorry for everything.
i just want everything back to the way it was.
i miss you.
i love you.
i cant live without you.
forgive me for being such a bitch.


signed off at 10:57 PM


i dont want to let you go- i'll miss you too much
i dont know what im doing with my life anymore.
this year is just screwed up.
it's like everything i believed in has disappeared.
hey.
had training today.
in the morning.
had to run 5 ROUNDS:( without angela.
running with claire is really tiring.
but a good challenge(:
whatever.
did some exercises, the sprinting stuff
we were in the lead until the last lap dammit.
FCUK.
so we had to piggy back each other half a round each.
and it is bloody tiring.
especially when you have to piggy back MEGAN KUEK.
hahah.
but megan had it worse than me
cos she had to carry me!(: HAHAHH
and she is like so skinny.
this punishment is PURE TORTURE.
then did throwing and batting with our juniors.
i got claris today(:
YAYYY.
my fellow centre-fielder :D
did lots of physical after that.
OH THE HORROR.
but i guess training was pretty much ok xD
i have SO much homework to do.
and i havent done anything the whole of today.
CRAP.
;LOVE
hold on to what we have;
cos it's all we've got


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Sunday, March 9, 2008

SICK!:/
IM SICK. DAMMIT.
im so depressed.
anyway.
today we played against AES. and we won(:
21-0!
even though we didnt play terribly well, it was definately MUCH better than yst.
then after that we went to raffles city to buy lunch.
when we were walking, we saw the guys from OFS.
then we wanted to ask them if they were korean or jap.
but we didnt. HEH.
then we ate and watched some c/b div boys team.
then had to go help our cdiv warm up for their match.
singapore has FREAK weather. gahhh.
it was like raining then STOP. then rain then stop.
URGH;
SO ANNOOOYING. heh
then later we started the game for like 2 mins it started raining again.
so while EVERYONE went into the shelter,
we stayed out in the rain with our trusty umbrellas(: HAHAH.
GO GP BATTERIES!:D
we were like splashing each other with water.
and then we ended up playing "coconut" and "tarzan the monkey man"
-.-
hahah.
but it was fun.
i feel really close to the softies nowadays<3
LOVE YOU GUYS.
then after the rain stopped the game started again.
they didnt play so well. but i didnt get to know the ending.
oh well.
we still have training tomorrow:(
pssshhh.
;LOVE
search your heart


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Saturday, March 8, 2008

SUNBURNT! :X
today was the first day of SRC'S! and it didnt exactly start so well. but we'll DEFINATELY do better tomorrow! anyway, from the start! met isabel and angela at the tesserina bus stop then went up to angie's house for awhile. isabel made friends with moneyboy(: hahah. then we left for padang. only claire, jess and becky were there with the c div when we got there. later we watched our junior's match. they won 21-1!(: against DHS. yayy. our match however wasnt good. in fact it SUCKED. sigh. shant talk about it. after that we stayed back and watched the adiv match. RAFFLES vs OVERSEAS FAMILY SCHOOL. the guys from OFS are like korean/ jap! SO COOL(: hahah. megan thought that the shortstop looked like JIRO! hahah(: zomg. watching guys matches are so cool and exciting. they all hit DAMNN far! the outfielders all stand like super far out. heh. then halfway we went to raffles city to buy lunch.when we got back almost everyone was gone. so me, megan, weeli, jess, bel and becky went to watch another match against IB and VJC. HIGHWAY!!!! hahahah(: so spastic. ohmygosh. and "eh boys. dont worry arh" HAHAHAH. AND THE ___ coach. hahah. at the spectators stand. gosh. today was full of such great moments.
I LOVE THE SOFTIES :D
then after that match ended i left with jess cos becky wanted to watch the TKGS match. then jess and i couldnt find the bus stop so we were like walking round and round. HEH(: finally got home. i am so freaking chao-da now. dammit. and the stupid jersey tan:/ match tomorrow against STC/AES? not sure. OH WELL.
;LOVE


signed off at 4:49 AM

Friday, March 7, 2008


today

CROSS COUNTRY!

woke up so early and then had to go back to school to get my track shoes cause i left them in class:/ the school is FREAKY at 6 in the morning. there was NO ONE there. the general office wasnt even open yet. pfftt.
ate breakfast and then went downstairs to wait for ANGELA HENG to pick me up. which never happened. then jess called and said that angie was probably still sleeping so i walked to maplewoods to meet them and waited for angie there. the car park was so hard to find. i think we U-turned about 4 times looking for it. LOL(: for the run, we just ran, jogged and brisk walked.
after that we went to MACS for brunch. hahah. esabelle and nic joined us for awhile and freeloaded off us -.- then we went to PLAYYYYY(:
PICS!:D

after that we bussed to AES and then changed bus to get back to school for training:( we were all like sleeping on the bus. heh. came back to school and then rested for a while before starting training. ran 3 rounds and then did LOTS of batting. did base throwing and position fielding. it was relatively ok. then afterwards we had to POWERWALK 2 ROUNDS! for miss chua cos we walked abit during cross country. MY LEGS WERE NUMB. jess and becky didnt have to do. GRAHHHH.

wednesday

after school,we had a friendly against NJC. they have ASTROTURFFF(: like newtown:D i love astroturf cos the bounce is super regular(: yeah man. it rained at first so we went inside the shelter and did abit of training then we had the match in the rain-.- but it stopped after that. in the end, we there wasnt even a proper score. SIGH. BUT WHATEVER. then we went to the canteen but it was CLOSEDDDD! no bubble tea:( dammit.

thursday

today we got to watch another episode of the X FILES!(: yayy. but now we have to wait until the hols are over before we can continue the show. i actually managed to not scream during the entire show!(: LOL. the after school, cabbed down to cine with megan, shi and angela(: ANGELA-THE-RICH paid for the ride(: hahah. then we took neos! and then went for lunch before the sharkwater movie!(: at first we wanted to eat at fish and co but then we had no time so we just had fast food at lido. ohmygosh. the movie was so freaky and cool at the same time.


NEVER EAT SHARK'S FIN!

it's freaking cruel lah. only 5PEOPLE get killed by sharks every year and about a 100 by lions and stuff and guess what? about 12000 people are killed in car accidents every year! i havent eaten sharks fin for about 3 years! yayy me! except for one time during reunion dinner. esabelle thought that the guy in the movie was hot. HAHAHAH(: anyway after that walked around with angie and shi for awhile then went to meet my mum to go home(:

more pics:D





HAHAHAHAH(:

peace out(:



signed off at 5:06 AM

Sunday, March 2, 2008

IT'S ALL HAPPENING AGAIN.
HISTORY IS REPEATING ITSELF.
JUST WHEN I'VE MANAGED TO PICK MYSELF UP,
MANAGED TO PUT BACK THE PIECES OF MY HEART THAT WERE BROKEN.
I WONT FALL APART SO EASILY ANYMORE.
BECAUSE HEARTBREAK ONLY MAKES A PERSON STRONGER.


signed off at 4:02 AM